dream journal Anylyzing DREAMS, mssages in dreams MY DREAMS!

Well first I will tell what happened to me! When I was a young girl a jr in high school I dreamed my grandfather was going to die the day bfore it happened. Obviously he ha knew it was coming too because he had got all his stuff in order the day bfore. The nxt morning I begged my mom not to send me to school hoping that somehow this was going to stop it from happening. I got a call from the office I was needed in the office My mother came and got me and said they thought my grandfather had had a heartattack We were in the emergency room of a small clinic bcause we didnt live real close to a hospital my brother kept saying he is going to b ok I knew different. That day my grandfather passed away That day was my Birthday NOv the 26 the day I was born the day he died Everyone was fighting when we went to my grandmas Noone took into consideration that it ws my birthday That was the worst day/yr ever! ya know I didnt really want to celebrate my birthday after that day UNtil I got really spiritual and found my solitary path which has helped me thru alot I met a friend and some friends online that told me my grandfather would want me to celebrate his death and celebrate my birth and his birth into his new journey! Then every yr one the summer solstice I celebrate his birth and I celebrate my dads birthday the sping equinox csuse my dad was born on this day Ya know I dont know where its where they are born on such powerful dayz or what but my dad prophetic dreams and I have it too He and I both thought it was a curse I now find it as a gift this thanks to my friends also. I had got a hat yesterday that had a fishing lure on it and it said bite me on it LOL it reminded me of him but I thought well my nephew would like it also maybe since it was his birthday nxt I should give it to him My dreams decided for me I was torn TIL last nite I dreamed of me and my dad going fishing on the lake again and it would have been fine but it was a dream and we were in really shallow water which made no since with a mother in the boat I guess it did make since in the etheral view. So anyway we were fishing and I asked my dad so do u think we are really going to catch anything in this water daddE its awefully shallow and she said sure so it seemed like forever went by and nothing the only thing was these frogs that were in the water with their head sticking out ribbiting and then it hit me we were fishing and frogs My dads nickname is frog so I should def give it to him. Whereever that dream came from I thank it I loved it said it all and the dream wasnt half bad it ws more like we were flying instead of in a boat I will add more to my dreaming when I have more on it I just wanted to share I didnt know other people prophetic dreamed or got messages in their dreams til a friend of mine had mssaged me tht her friend did same thing and that it was a true gift I do beieve it was just the other sides way of trying to get me ready and to let me know not to be in shock when it happened But it was very misleading for me maybe this is how it was sopposed to b maybe this is the way of finding my true path Thank You! Many Blessings to u all on this rainy day Much Love and Light Me

Whats ur spring project?

Well after reading a post of Beyond the fields we know I have decided to start on a special project for me and my girls. I want a spiritual little encased grove of trees for me and my girls to go to be one with nature I want it secret so noONE else knows about it Xcpt us kinda for ur eyes only spiritual place:)) It is on the side of my house that noone goes anyway and I want to leave the thorns around it just clear the brush from the middle of it and put some olive trees around it making a circle maybe a bird house I already have Rocks with moss growing on them from where I had decided I wanted a path cut so I could go all the way around my house in kinda a secret way. I really like this idea, maybe a little table that we can sit at and conversate. maybe a little fairy gardenAll my spiritual stuff have little garden parties Oh my I cant wait to get started on it I am going to incorperate roses in it somewhere cuse well Roses and garden party just Gooo together. Cant wait cant wait CANT WAIT Many blessings to u all this day:)

The perfect beach house

Well I have found the perfect beach house for us this year. Its in a great spot not to far from the bridge that we cross over to get to the beach its in the 100s vs 1000 down the beach. Last yr I actually drove over the big bridge and I also drove over it N the drk also which amazed me. I just Really connected with the place we have been going to since I married my husband 11 yrs ago. But in 2009 and 10 I really just felt like I had lived there in a past life I cant wait to go bk this yr. We usually go in the fall but this yr we are going in the summer June 2 for a wk cause my sister in laws vaca time is thn and my husband can take off whenever cause well his jobs cool like that LOL. I have been applying for jobs also and in Feb I hope to get a job that I can live with til I get my own bussiness up and running and who knows maybe I will do bth jobs if its not to stressful. Bk to the beach I cant wait and with the new job I will have Xtra money to spend on clothes and stuff for me and my girls I cant wait the bch house has a hottub which would b great for my father in laws bad hips wud make it more comfy on him. Lots of space we really need cing as we will b taking three fams with 2 teenage boys two 5/6 yr old lilttle girls and maybe a nother couple with two little girls and my 11yr old and maybe one of her friends I cant wait its going to b great if I can just convince my sister in law this is the house we need and its nt really that much for 4 fams its Less than 2050 and we would all split it I think thats awesome myself but We will have to C what happens Hope everyone has a great day Loves, Me!

वेल इट्स ओफ्फिसिअल

Well its official, I like my own company the best! just me myself and I. I had the whole day to myself and Yeah I cleaned and straitend up the house all day But there was no kids or husbands or animals inside to mess up everything. However evening comes and Bam Everything goes down the shitter Yeah I said it LOL Tacos for the dinner cause the hubs dont want hamburger helper which is fine I cleaned all the dishes now Im letting the Really nasty ones soak in some bleach water. I am getting a kick out of hubby trying to fill the rold of mommy and fixing tacos for two 5 yr old little girls that dont know really know what they want and keep changing their mind on him Im laughing the whole time because one of the 5 yr old comes bk for seconds and he has to make mor hard shelled tacos hahah and I laugh really hard when he says sure I guess I wil eat when I get to eat or one of these days if he only knew that this is what I go thru EVERYDAY and he just gets a lil taste of them not listening and fighting OY Vay But I love them all at the end of the day but I Really value my ME time even if its really a we time because I am cleaning up after them.

Missing people in my town

Things here in my small community are becoming A lil scary! There are now 5 misssing people in our town, 5. The people that are missing all seem to have been on drugs so alot of the people here are saying good ridens and just brushing it off. Not so sure I would do that if I were them Even if it is drug dealers killing people of drugs its still disturbing knowing that someone in this town is capable of murder No matter the cause. Serial killer hmm not so sure I hv watched alot of shows and I did get on my local topix and there was some disturbing comments tic toc tic toc that scered the bjesus outta me I mean really would someone b that braizen to threaten someone on a local topix page and give themselves away Well it sure sounded that way to me. So they found a body today at a local cemetary and the person had been covered with leaves. I dont know who it is yet but everyone is speculating its one of the 5 one of the women I take my kids to school in the morning so it would b kinda disturbing to come hm in my house by myself But I have two dogs Yes they are small BUT they let me know when someone thats not sopposed to b is around my hm. And they brk alot at strangers and are anklebiters Also4 of the missing went missing around the strait road that is running by my hm Sigh Yeah its getting to me cant sleep loosing appetite and getting a lil paranoid to say the least

Fall into Autum! I think I am falling for Autumn.Everytime this season comes around I find myself in awe as the wind blows the leaves from the trees. They fall in a way that is so breathtaking and magical I love it:)s Every yr I go to the top of my hill when it is time for my girls to get off of the school bus. As I am standing there the wind blows I close my eyes and breathein the smell of fall. Opening my eyes I am surrounded by a multitude of leaves tumbling to the ground and I NEVER can seem to have my camera at this special moment,ho knows if the magic would even be captured on camera for me its just a feeling of Bliss.Everytning just seems to fall into place around this time of yr the kisds get along better I get more done Of course money is always an issue this tiem of yr cause its the end of the yr and Christmas is just around the corner but thats what its there for to spend. My grandma always said you cant take it with u. Its almost a blessing a simpler life or at least I would hope. Well the girls are playing and I cant concentrate anymore soo. toodles for now Many Blessings girls

गेत्तिंग माय न्यू कुछ टुडे होपेफुल्ली

So my husband is sopposed to b getting me a new couch from one of my friends today which I have been asking him to get for OH two or three wks now. I Bargained with him he is sopposed to b getting tickets to go C Mountaineers play, thats great I told him but your not going ANYWHERE until u get me my couch So... my fingers are crossed cant wait to c the couch in my hm its blk and has small oval stitching in it I'll add pics ASAP thnnks for coming to my rant Peace OUT!!!