turning over a new leafFFF

Whats ur spring project?

2012-01-27T09:09:00.000-08:00

Well after reading a post of Beyond the fields we know I have decided to start on a special project for me and my girls. I want a spiritual little encased grove of trees for me and my girls to go to be one with nature I want it secret so noONE else knows about it Xcpt us kinda for ur eyes only spiritual place:)) It is on the side of my house that noone goes anyway and I want to leave the thorns around it just clear the brush from the middle of it and put some olive trees around it making a circle maybe a bird house I already have Rocks with moss growing on them from where I had decided I wanted a path cut so I could go all the way around my house in kinda a secret way. I really like this idea, maybe a little table that we can sit at and conversate. maybe a little fairy gardenAll my spiritual stuff have little garden parties Oh my I cant wait to get started on it I am going to incorperate roses in it somewhere cuse well Roses and garden party just Gooo together. Cant wait cant wait CANT WAIT Many blessings to u all this day:)

The perfect beach house

2012-01-22T05:07:00.000-08:00

Well I have found the perfect beach house for us this year. Its in a great spot not to far from the bridge that we cross over to get to the beach its in the 100s vs 1000 down the beach. Last yr I actually drove over the big bridge and I also drove over it N the drk also which amazed me. I just Really connected with the place we have been going to since I married my husband 11 yrs ago. But in 2009 and 10 I really just felt like I had lived there in a past life I cant wait to go bk this yr. We usually go in the fall but this yr we are going in the summer June 2 for a wk cause my sister in laws vaca time is thn and my husband can take off whenever cause well his jobs cool like that LOL. I have been applying for jobs also and in Feb I hope to get a job that I can live with til I get my own bussiness up and running and who knows maybe I will do bth jobs if its not to stressful. Bk to the beach I cant wait and with the new job I will have Xtra money to spend on clothes and stuff for me and my girls I cant wait the bch house has a hottub which would b great for my father in laws bad hips wud make it more comfy on him. Lots of space we really need cing as we will b taking three fams with 2 teenage boys two 5/6 yr old lilttle girls and maybe a nother couple with two little girls and my 11yr old and maybe one of her friends I cant wait its going to b great if I can just convince my sister in law this is the house we need and its nt really that much for 4 fams its Less than 2050 and we would all split it I think thats awesome myself but We will have to C what happens Hope everyone has a great day Loves, Me!

वेल इट्स ओफ्फिसिअल

2012-01-19T15:54:00.000-08:00

Well its official, I like my own company the best! just me myself and I. I had the whole day to myself and Yeah I cleaned and straitend up the house all day But there was no kids or husbands or animals inside to mess up everything. However evening comes and Bam Everything goes down the shitter Yeah I said it LOL Tacos for the dinner cause the hubs dont want hamburger helper which is fine I cleaned all the dishes now Im letting the Really nasty ones soak in some bleach water. I am getting a kick out of hubby trying to fill the rold of mommy and fixing tacos for two 5 yr old little girls that dont know really know what they want and keep changing their mind on him Im laughing the whole time because one of the 5 yr old comes bk for seconds and he has to make mor hard shelled tacos hahah and I laugh really hard when he says sure I guess I wil eat when I get to eat or one of these days if he only knew that this is what I go thru EVERYDAY and he just gets a lil taste of them not listening and fighting OY Vay But I love them all at the end of the day but I Really value my ME time even if its really a we time because I am cleaning up after them.

Missing people in my town

2011-10-18T22:17:00.000-07:00

Things here in my small community are becoming A lil scary! There are now 5 misssing people in our town, 5. The people that are missing all seem to have been on drugs so alot of the people here are saying good ridens and just brushing it off. Not so sure I would do that if I were them Even if it is drug dealers killing people of drugs its still disturbing knowing that someone in this town is capable of murder No matter the cause. Serial killer hmm not so sure I hv watched alot of shows and I did get on my local topix and there was some disturbing comments tic toc tic toc that scered the bjesus outta me I mean really would someone b that braizen to threaten someone on a local topix page and give themselves away Well it sure sounded that way to me. So they found a body today at a local cemetary and the person had been covered with leaves. I dont know who it is yet but everyone is speculating its one of the 5 one of the women I take my kids to school in the morning so it would b kinda disturbing to come hm in my house by myself But I have two dogs Yes they are small BUT they let me know when someone thats not sopposed to b is around my hm. And they brk alot at strangers and are anklebiters Also4 of the missing went missing around the strait road that is running by my hm Sigh Yeah its getting to me cant sleep loosing appetite and getting a lil paranoid to say the least

2011-10-10T09:26:00.000-07:00

Fall into Autum! I think I am falling for Autumn.Everytime this season comes around I find myself in awe as the wind blows the leaves from the trees. They fall in a way that is so breathtaking and magical I love it:)s Every yr I go to the top of my hill when it is time for my girls to get off of the school bus. As I am standing there the wind blows I close my eyes and breathein the smell of fall. Opening my eyes I am surrounded by a multitude of leaves tumbling to the ground and I NEVER can seem to have my camera at this special moment,ho knows if the magic would even be captured on camera for me its just a feeling of Bliss.Everytning just seems to fall into place around this time of yr the kisds get along better I get more done Of course money is always an issue this tiem of yr cause its the end of the yr and Christmas is just around the corner but thats what its there for to spend. My grandma always said you cant take it with u. Its almost a blessing a simpler life or at least I would hope. Well the girls are playing and I cant concentrate anymore soo. toodles for now Many Blessings girls

गेत्तिंग माय न्यू कुछ टुडे होपेफुल्ली

2011-09-21T15:04:00.000-07:00

So my husband is sopposed to b getting me a new couch from one of my friends today which I have been asking him to get for OH two or three wks now. I Bargained with him he is sopposed to b getting tickets to go C Mountaineers play, thats great I told him but your not going ANYWHERE until u get me my couch So... my fingers are crossed cant wait to c the couch in my hm its blk and has small oval stitching in it I'll add pics ASAP thnnks for coming to my rant Peace OUT!!!

my list

2011-02-21T06:57:00.000-08:00

My list! My list is longgg BUT if you make a list things change. I have figured out that IF i make a list things get done. Now that I have the girls room clean I am going to make them a list of things that they have to do every day in order to keep it clean LOL THEY are gonna LOVE that! Oh well a house has to keep clean somehow and ONE person cannot keep doing it Well they can but eventually they will hate EVERYONE in the hm for not doing their part. So this wk I am assigning chores to everyone. I got My daughters room clean yesterday with the help of her. I dont think she realizes how much it helps me when she helps out. It enables me to get other things done UM like the dishes Which never seem to stay clean GRR! I havnt got a dishwasher so I always have to do them by hand and after awhile it gets old Maybe I will let her share in the JOy of doing the dishes with me nxt hehe Shes getting older and I know she can do these things she just tends to be lazy sometimes cause well Shes our baby gurl and YEAH we kinda spoil her a lil Not alot though. Oh and my little one thats 5 is a ham and hammin it up about doing chores I found her weak spot MONEY typical ARIES I said I would give her 5cts for ever chore she did OMG she racked up $10 in one wk She will do a chore and say cha ching Oh well whatever wks right I have a box thats been sitting in my foyer since after christmas that my husbands sopposed to take to the building and Hasnt Im getting ready to give him the boot if he doesnt take it the nxt pretty day Clutter I hate clutter and dirty clothes whoever invinted them were stupid I so love the fig leaf much more pull a couple of leaves off the tree and whalA Well I am going to get to doing my list Time waits on noone! Until I Bitch and whine and want a pat on the back again I'll c ya. Much Love PheonixRIsing

My small town

2011-01-31T21:42:00.000-08:00

Sitting here wondering Why a father would take the life of his kid wife then himself ??? These suicide murders have been happening alot in my small lil town One father took his kid hostage after killing the boys mother left then came back to the house came bk and shot himself and left the boy. I do not what has got into this small little town Then I look around the world and C that its not only my lil town but others too turned on the news and heard about a mother shooting her two young kids they asked her whay she said the kids were no good and back talked her is it soemthing in the water conspiracy I dont know but I dont like it. I mean I know everyone has issues but I dont think killing ones self is an out and if u are going to do it just do it to urself and leave innocent people out of it My Goodness its awful My soul cries for their families and the tradgedy they have to endure. It makes me want to do something to protect my family Surround them in your bright protective light goddess let no harm come the them or me Blessings to all who read. It just really makes ya wonder Why sometimes ????

न्यू ईमेल एड्रेस

2011-01-17T06:54:00.000-08:00

I have a new email adress however I dont know how to fix it ot my profile yet so here it is prillam2@hotmail.com I would like to start blogging again but with so much to do nowdays i dont know how I will manage it I guess just set time aside maybe I have plunged deeper into my spiritual self than ever. My home is staying cleaner and I would like now to start my bussiness but since I am keeping my niece and watching my mother in law who is recovering from a severe nervous breakdown I guess AGAIN I will have to put it off. Maybe i will find time sometime for me OR maybe I need to make time for my wants MY dreams there would be noone there for my niece if I left and started my bussiness so for now I will be the AuntiE who helps all the kids with their problems. Kids need direction too and since there is noone else around I guess I will be the one directing them all! I have been cooking I made a banana pudding to die for. I will include it later with the Eclair recipe that I never got to include because I have been to busy well Off to watch supernatural Much LOve and LIght Michelle

ऑफ विथ हेर Head

2010-10-17T17:25:00.000-07:00

Im sooo steamin So when we went to the beach my 10 yr old daughter got all of her hmwk for the week of the beach so she could do it in her spare time at the beach. She does it Comes back the teacher gives her a test that she is sopposed to take on Friday tuesday and she makes a 30 on it gives her make up wk to a sub and somehow it dissappears and she has to do it again I let it slide make her do it again and NOW what am I getting another freakin note saying she hasnt done it! AND BY GOD ahe WONT do it AGAIN! She has As and Bs in all other studies and her health teacher is the devil herself LOL Seriously Persephone if you will. I have already went to the principal once on her I guess it didnt do anygood So tommorow I am going down there again and I suppose making an ass out of myself Oh well we do what we have to for our kids RIGHT! Damn Skippy my hubby said if he heard sirens he would bail my ass out of jail LOL Im not kidding though Brianna has some of the wk that she wants checked already and The teacher sent home HellO did ya forget ya checked it dumbass OHHHHH I am so mad It is also the week she is running for student counci Great so I am making posters and trying to get all the 5th graders to notice her so she can be in student council! She said some other students were having trouble with Persephone but they wouldnt tell their moms about it Looks like I am going to have to get to kicking some ass maybe asking in some facebook messages if any of the other students are having problems Ya know once one kid steps foward they all will have the gumption too I am glad my girl is a leader and is not afraid to come hm and tell me about her day at school and what a Bitch she has for a teacher Well friends time to go and get all my shit together so I can take it in tommorow and Raise some Hell Toodle;0

Whats up with me !

2010-10-03T13:27:00.001-07:00

I have been up to alot lately! I am now keeping my niece while her mother goes to wk. I take my girls and nephew to school by 8:15. I get her at 8:30 put her on the bus at 9:20. Try to do errands and dishes and clean up some. at 12:30 I have to go get my preschooler We come hm play for a while I go to get my niece at 130 her bus usually gets home at 1:40 Then we wait for the other two older kids to get hm around 3:45 I stay soooo busy. I have to fill out paper wk for Olivia my niece so I can get paid for keeping her I would keep her no matter what cause well shes my niece and thats what families do I love her ya know I just lead a really hectic life now I thought when Gabby went to school I would be able to start my bussiness Guess the universe has a differnt calling for me right now anyway. I guess its just not the right time. We have all been sick here lately Change in weather I laughed cause I seen someones post the other day where she was complaining cause she lived in Florida and she wanted the weather to hurry and change she was sick of flip flops and tank tops WHAT I was thinking I love my flipflops and tanks I would wear them all the time if I could. I would like to move to the beach in the future not Florida though I m a NC Holden Beach girl at heart we left the beach and it bout killed me. Just when I was starting to enjoy it too! I was even driving there I dont usually drive on roads I dont know BUT these were roads that seemed so familiar like I had lived there before and it was just second nature. Oh and my digital camera was broken so I had to use store bought camera which was fine til I came back and Rite Aid screwed up my film looked like whoever did them opened them before they processed them! I found in the food network book an apple a day. It tells u things u can make and do everday. I took the kids to the grocery store and let them look at the names of the apples and pick them out the ones they wanted. We got Golden delicious, Gala, McIntosh, Braeburn, and JonaGold! Ok so I have to say as for beauty the McIntosh won. my fav sweet is Gala If sour is your poison McIntosh again havnt really tried the rest but I will let u know about them I should have got some cheese That would have been good with them Maybe next time. Well ladies I hope you have a very magikal week Have to go clean the house so the woman can come and inspect it to tell me what I need. Standard stuff for keeping a kid I am now a Provider thats my name! Much love and light may peace be with u always and kudos to the Druids

MOONRVALOUS!

2010-08-21T20:10:00.000-07:00

I finally got to c a magnificient sight tonite. My moonflower bloomed! I missed the first bloom ,it was all shriveled ,BUT there was many other blooms hanging off. I can not tell u how excited I was to C it bloom. My camera is on the fritzz. I managed to take a couple of pics with my daughters DSI not great quality and my cell not that great. It is still blooming so maybe I can get a pic on my moms camera and then download it tommorow nite. I have never been so excited to C a flower bloom. This one takes the cake! The bloom was huge, white, and smelled so sweet~! I think Everyone should try to seed these it will be one you dont regret sowing. yes they are an annual. However, they are well worth the effort I put the seed in a terracota pot. Not much to it. Keep it watered and whaLI A beautiful morning glory looking 5 star middle that will take ur breath away. Well ladies I hope u have a wonderul and enchanting nite,MagiKal EVEN!

fried green tomates

2010-08-19T08:27:00.000-07:00

For some odd reason my body has been craving Fried green tomatoes! I know not why and I have been debating whether to pick some or leave them to get ripe. Well this morning I picked my first two red ones. I couldnt take it anymore I pulled one green for me JUST ME Obviously my body is lacking something What, I still dont know. I have to venture back to Eathing the Angel Way to find out! My Baby thats actually 10 went to the 5th grade today and I am trying to keep myself busy today so I dont worry about her. I am here with my youngest Gabby 4 and my niece Olivia 4 until they go to preschool then I really dont know what I will do. Guess it will be craft time for me until they come home. That will give me plenty of time to read a book and do some of the crafts in it. I have been wanting to make picture frames for my kids to protect them I will follow up and tell u how to do it if u are interested I think I am also going to make my friend one for her baby boy! Well time to eat my Green tomatoes Have a Beautiful day darlings I leave you with a pic this yrs cucumber harvest!

How I long to be one with the water element

2010-08-08T09:34:00.000-07:00

Ok so We go to the beach Sept the 4 and stay for a week. I can NOT wait It will be soooo fun!!! My 10yr olds 4th time and my 4yr olds 3. I long to hear the waves as I awake the albatroses and gulls The call of the Ocean. But first I must find a cord to charge my batteries so I can take many, many pics I want to get a good ont and make a huge one to put on my wall in my living room!!! I had us the perrrfect beach house butt hubby waited to long to book and its gone Oh well we will find something else maybe its for the better! Who knows. I love the beach as long as its Oceanfront OMG a coulple of times we had to battle the dunes cross the street NO no more I have to have Oceanfront or this mountain girls not going LOL Hope you all have a lovely day just wanted to share. Hope you all have a Wonderful SundA!!!

good morning

2010-08-04T06:59:00.000-07:00

good morning ladies! It is a beautiful day. I went out into my garden EARLY this morning and watered my tomatoes and cucumbers. NOt to long after nature decided since the heat index is sopposed to be 100 today that she was going to take pitty on the poor plants and give them a good drink before the sun came out to shrivel them. I will always take the help! My cucumbers and tomatoes are doing excellent.I have gotten all kinds of cucumbers off the vine this summer and my family have enjoyed the tasty nourishment that they give. Only thing is nxt yr I am going have to plant more because as fast as they come off the vine they get eat, I am glad to make my family happy! I plant it they eat it sounds good to me. There is nothing like planting something and it coming to harvest. I give myself a pat on the back. you pick it and are like WOW I grew THIS Im good LOL I have to give credit ot mother nature also if it wasnt for the sun and dirt it would be nothing but nasty hydroponicx so I am greatful for her Today I have to clean clean clean I hope you all have a wonderful day. Much Love, Michelle/ domestic goddess or at least I think I am!

Having trouble leaving comments

2010-08-02T16:25:00.001-07:00

Having trouble leaving comments fixing my hotmail maybe it will wk better l8R for now must fix dinner It wont make its self. I wish someone would hurry up and invent the thing they have on startrek where you can say I would like a chicken dinner for Oh say a family of eight and it would spit it out Oh how wonderful that would Have a lovely evening Ladies

Well thats one way reason

2010-07-13T12:13:00.000-07:00

Hmm, I frown at the thoughts of someone going through my stuff in my own home! With that said I guess its time to really clean this shithole. Organize all my valuables not so valuables! It sucks but must be done. Guess I will start with my computer desk today and go from there. I just bought a pair of tweezers and they have already disappeared and its not because of my mess either! Just wish it wasnt that way especially when you cant trust family members OH MY! I was young once too but I never Never had a thought to take something that didnt belong to me Maybe ask if I could borrow it but steal Someone purple dazed and confused on the rough road we call life taking the wrong path Hope it all turns out OK Love the person sooo much but they are just taking it to far, I hope they find their way sooner than later Well its off to take my lil one to the dr Pretty sure she has an upper respitory infecttion. Toodles for now

Trip ot UVA

2010-06-29T07:41:00.000-07:00

We ventured out at 10;30 in the morn yesterday to go to UVA. My daughters appt was not til 4 butt hubby and daughter wanted to eat applebees SO two hrs into the ride of both kids in the backseat asking if we were there yet we arrive. Ate I couldnt decide what I wanted and when I got it I didnt really like it. I dont know what my prob is here lately I am either not hungry or hungry for stuff we dont have. I dont think I am pregnant or I hopr I am not. I am 34 and my smallest is 4 I would like to one day have my own business. I'll post something on that later Back to the story! We get to the drs office C him. Going to cut her off one of her meds or at least shave it off a lil at a time. It has adverse side effects with the sun anyway sensitivity to light makes your face red all that crap. Increasing her elavil to 10mg a nite instead of 5. I was really upset Just because I was worried about her. But something amazing happened on the way home we got 25 min from home and the skiy turned pink and purple like a periwinkle color It was beautiful we all were in awe! Wait it gets better we get 15 min from home we turn the corner I still looking up of course and BAM a rainbow hits me right upside the head I am yelling to the hubby pull over pull over I have to take some pics So for me that was a sign she was going to be fine. The girls were amazed It was my 4yr olds first rainbow she was hollering where is the leprachan LOL and OMG and thats soooooo Beautiful mommE My 10 yr old discovered a 2 above the first. I have no pics to put up yet But it was truly amazing. Hubby on the other hand was tired of driving and the kids fighting in the backseat (smile) so he asked thats enough pics right can we go now I said yes and we were on our way hm Just wanted to share with you guys. Oh and on some of your sites I cant leave comments I dont know what thats about. However I do read stuff that interests me and try to post comments I t just wont let me post and pisses me off. Well Have a wonderful day full of magic Much Love and Light ME!

Good Day , top of the morning , bla bla bla...

2010-06-25T08:55:00.000-07:00

Good Morning! Tis a beautiful day to be alive. So today I had plans on going to my father in laws pool BUT its out of commision for the time being. Hole in it loosing water skimmer wont work Royally screwed WE ARE! Its only like a hundred million degrees and humid as Hell( wondering how hell can actually be humid without any water) LOL BTW my dryer hose blew out so my house is like a thousand degrees also WITH the air conditioner on. Looks like I am going to have to dry everything outside cause I am not going to burn today! Then the mother in law calls me and informs me she wants to go flower shopping today in THIS heat WHAT is she thinking??? Oh thats right shes not hahaahh LOL. My guess hang clothes to dry! Take mother in law to get flowers, rent Alice in wonderland to watch with fam get some allergy relief cause OMG one word DRAiNAGE. Hope the rest of the weekend will slow down. Maybe the pool will get fixed, I can have a cold beer by the pool and enjoy the light of the sun shimmering off my dripping wet BOD. Even sounds relaxing AHHH. Catch ya on the flip side my friends PEACE

NO BUD 4 U!

2010-06-24T13:15:00.000-07:00

WE are now back from UVA its been two weeks since I have seen my four yr old shes been staying with my mom and dad . I missed her so much but had to concentrate on getting my other baby gurl thats 10 healthy. She had the grid emplanted was doing really well then she couldnt talk ? what was the matter She had a blod clot in between the brain and the grid soooo they had to do emergency surgerry Which by the way turned out great! She finally had a few seizures docs seen all they needed to then three days after the emergency surgery had the main surgery! I ended up in the er myself with a panic attack sigh so it was an eventful two weeks. She is now at home doing well We went back a couple of weeks ago she got her staples out. They said the incision site looked wonderful We are so blessed. She is socially backward now and I am trying to get her around more kids before she has to go to school in the fall . Gettin ready to storm here better get off before it shuts me down Much Love and Light to u all !

Mosey on over to Fairy Blog Mother for a Giveaway:)))))

2010-06-24T12:35:00.000-07:00

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Surgery time

2010-05-08T16:26:00.000-07:00

Well they decided to do my daughters surgery sent her to a specialist We will be headed to UVA tommorow around 10 Staying in a hotel overnite and then sometime Monday around 5:30 or 7:30 Wish us well Everyone My mother will be keeping my 4yr old daughter. My husband is taking off work without pay and we will be there for at least two weeks Al;L I have been doing is housework laundry dishes cleaning up so at least when we come home my home wont be a freakin mess Well until we meet again my sweet friends Blessings I bestow upon you ALLL Much Love and Light Michelle

summer give away!!

2010-05-04T20:14:00.001-07:00

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update on my daughter

2010-04-28T07:01:00.000-07:00

Well the surgery is on. We went to C a specialist the other day. He specializes in getting stuff out when its close to your speach center. He says he has does this surgery many times without any trouble. and if we do it there is a 90% chance she wont even have the seizures anymore and wont have to be on the meds Sigh I know it needs to be done for the better of her health in the long run I am just a typical mommE, I am worried. So the 7th of May she goes for her work up Bloodwork . We are coming back home after this. then the 9th we are going back so she can have another MRI., staying the following 10th she has a surgery to put a patch between her brain to locate exactly where the seizures are coming from Which means they will start taking her off some of her meds. when she has a seizure it will tell exactly how close and where it is located they are taking this part out too not just the mass because sometimes if they take the mass out and not the epilepsy center out she would still have the seizures she will be in the epilepsy center The 19th they are going to do THE surgery where they take the epilepsy center and mass out Whew Im tired just writing I know right now is a time of new beggings All for the better. Please Keep us all in your thoughts my 4yr old will be with my mom and dad for two weeks Really keep them in your thouights LOL my mom freaked out when she found out she was going to have to keep her for two weeks but said it was fine. Everything is Happening that week My nephews have a Spring Dance the 14th we had planned to go to. Maybe we can get my dad to film it . My daughter wanted to go c all the pretty formal dresses She cant wait to go next yr.We are hoping to go to the beach again after she recovers I told her she could recover All summer I am going to have her a sleepover this weekend Oh and I have to go to get Gabby signed up for preshchool the 6th of May Shewww Lots to do Lots to do But for today I am going to probably go outside and mow the grass. Much Love and Light to you all Michelle

Weekend Rants!!!

2010-04-24T15:09:00.000-07:00

I am so sick of doing stuff for people and getting shit on. I consider myself one of the best daughter in laws in the whole world! I try to do something nice for her and she tells me Shell dont do anymore Fn favors for me Sooooo Fine. Next time she wants to go down the road for something she can ask some fucking one else cause IM NOT DOIN IT. PerioD My feelings are hurt as well not that she cares at all.All she cares about when she gets in these moods are herself So yes I am hatin today. I went out in the yard to work for awhile and thought it might get some anger out WRONG it didnt so now I am blogging. It kinda helps KINDA I am still highly pissed I need some special brownies LOL to make myself feel better:)))) I am in desperate need of a night out Hubby is gone on a golfing trip and I just need to get out Who knows maybe afterwhile I will venture to my moms and leave the kids for awhile while I go back up the road and cruise. I know I know Im a momma and dont need to cruise YES I DO I think It would help me vent. Just chillin all by my lonesome. Well friends guess I will go for now and maybe the rest of the weekend will get better For now PEACE OUT!!!!!!!!

GiveAway!!!

2010-04-24T07:32:00.000-07:00

This was the first site that I found on blogger when I started. I love her and her domestic style. She gave me inspiration to want to clean my house and be a better wifE! I still read her blogs and Enjoy them very much.Stop by her site I am sure she has something interesting You'll like to read. Brightest Blessings to All!

ageless beauty!!

2010-04-16T08:17:00.001-07:00

I had started this post the other day and not completed it IMAGINE THAT! ;) Its about time for the roses to appear here. I think I am going to try an old beauty trick. Use 1 bottle of witch hazel, 1 red rose for love or white for healing Add the witch hazel and roses together let sit for a week use on face or in bath water. If you want you can add a rose quartz to it. I used this after I had my first child ya know the mom look bags under eyes from no rest. After a few days of this I looked like myself BEFORE ! Whali, a potion for youth! My friend includes a invocation from venus. Have fun with it! Much Love and Light tonite and always Have an enchanted night

My baby gurl

2010-04-12T20:06:00.000-07:00

She had a functional MRI last week. Today they called us to let us know they couldnt touch it. It is to close to her speach and other things so for now her seizures has stopped and they are sending us to the seizure clinic. I dont know what to do anymore xcept cry. As a mother I know I cant do this though I have to be strong for her so I am going to try my best! ITS NOT EASY BEING CHEESY Wishing everyone a peaceful night.

Giveaway!!!

2010-04-11T11:47:00.000-07:00

Brightest Blessings to all who enter here! This month one of my fellow bloggers is doing a giveaway 3 actually go here to read more http://gooutbeneaththenakednight.blogspot.com/2010/04/bloody-april-give-away-3.html?showComment=1271011612459_AIe9_BEVJEulFSGDFY8DsmYzROcMTeEIV5k7R2TiBghcD7hCQojI-KiBfwDbSmu0wAfmI2HkyZ4TAxqbxH5H-PFM5-73Hchztli05SelXXX0_uUUPvx8aKyLJZ4oGIXkTmzWqN3yT3ARiH32NNHvEq_gw7KKJSrK4qSLalhfCDFEyEi9K6e01lJ4XVNwOlHDKM1X2OSzZSJ7JeQA0VUOnIvF5JGsCVCIClSHio5hbDz8O0dM-uA8JIeO5SgVd8GOXUgO6InSaEdS#c2350013585958234129
Some really Yummy stuff. I will be doing the domestic Goddess thing today straitening up so when my daughters homebound teacher comes it doesnt look like a 3 and 4 yr old lil goblin forgot to pickup after themselves. For now its off to the sister in laws for breakfast! Everyone have a BeeUtiful day filled with magic!

Easter

2010-03-29T20:44:00.000-07:00

Easter Week! I have sooo many plans. We are going to make chocolate bunnies/hares, bcause the molds have bunnies with really long ears SO hares. Chocolate chick suckers and some chocolate eggs. I got the molds off of my mother. Her and her mother used to do them and now the wheel has turned. I can remember when they did them. They would use differnt colors of chocolates. I am not sure if I can find the differnt color of chocolates buttt I am going to try to! I also have planned to do homade cut out cookies with the girls. colored eggs are a must for easter,Its a tradition. I have to decorate the house. OOH I am going to try to make a carrot cake in the form of a carrot that should be fun. The day of Easter we have to leave my 4yr old with my mother so we can stay the nite in Charolette Va. My little girl has an appt for an functional MRI the next morning. Then the neurosurgeons and neurologists are going to talk that Friday and get back to us on that upcoming Monday!!! Ugh I know there is a light at the end of the tunnel somewhere! I am hoping that they both will be happy with what all the EB brings I got them some really nice stuff this yr. Well I am tired better get rested up for the rest of the week Much Love and Light to you all!

update on my daughter

2010-03-26T11:27:00.000-07:00

well my baby girl we thought had a cyst on her brain had nothing to do with the seizures she was having Last time. We went to Charlotte Va and had an mri done They say its a tumor non cancerous thats great now they want to take it out cause they think where it has grown thats whats causing her to have her seizures sooooo we are going back down to have a checkup with the neurosurgenons and dont know from there maybe surgery I will drop back in with updated news later Pleassssseeee send healing her way thank you whoever reads!!!! May you have a blessed day!!! Off to clean the mother in laws house.

OH ME, OH MY!

2010-03-21T23:03:00.000-07:00

Sat I felt all energetic! Woke up early 6:30 with the birds. I got all of my domestic duties done! Put some eggs in for coloing. I dont usually think about coloring eggs this early, but for some odd reason the urge hit. I made one for my oldest one for me and one for my youngest. Then Ihid them outside in my garden. While looking in my garden I saw something magikal, POOP! Yes there had been a rabbit in my yard. Just what he was bringing to me still remains to be. It was such a magikal moment considering Ostara and the hare are closely related . It had to been magik we have 4 cats now and my sister in law has a great dane mastif mix and I heard nothing he was being really secretive;)
My dads B-day was today so we went to spend some quality time with1 The girls had a great time then we came home to enjoy the remainder of the day! I love daffodils and if I have it my way we will have them everywhere next yr and I think I am going to share them with my mother. She loves the crocuses I put in her yard She likes anything you just put in the ground and it flowers, its magik to her . She cant plant anything she says she has the black thumb LOL She just needs to plant annuals. Something that will reward her many times over without all the hard work.. YOU know I would take a pic of the poop and post but some might find me disturbed LOL but it just amazes me. I think I will just for my own book. I have always wanted to have Easter on the day of the Spring Equinox Maybe next yr we will start a new tradition.
This week will be filled with chaos. First its off to Charolette Va for a check up visit with the epilepsy clinic for my 10 yr old Then I have to get my 4yr old registered for preschool That means taking her to the dr to make sure she has had all her shots, ugh! Then her birthday is the 25th I think I am going to have her a small party over the weekend. I dont even want to talk about the week after that Easter OOOOHHHHH I did however buy a really beautiufl fairy fountain for the EB to bring to my daughters. I am going to fill it and Do an easter egg hunt with them when they come home so they can find it. I love surprizing them EGG specially the 10 yr old cause she thinks she knows EVERYTHING. Shes like why cant I get in the trunk mom is there some thing form the EB in there, smartass lol Well I will share some pics with you all later I have to get off her early morning Have to get up and leave before 10 30 in order to make it there by 3:00 a 4hr drive Much love and Light Goddess Blesss

poetry!

2010-03-11T14:08:00.000-08:00

Cant find a graphic been searching all evening OH well the words are enough

Searching in the darkness
heartache
longing
bleeding pain stains my soul.
Standing in an illusion,
the fog lifts slowly.
Rays of light touch my very being
trust
love
a desire of purpose.
I am free

Beautiful Sunshiny Day!!!

2010-03-05T10:08:00.000-08:00

Beautiful Sunshiny day here in the Big O WV. I am sooo delighted to C the sun finally come out and give me hope for spring! quick walk outside told me spring is coming and coming with a vengence;) crocuses EVERYWHERE purple bright yellow pale yellows Spring is arriving and I am sooo loving it! I cant wait to get my hands in the earth . As a matter of fact I went ahead and planted some sweet peas and herbs inside. The sweet peas are off to a good start the herbs however havnt done anything yet but I am sure they will! Domestic Goddess day, Blessings

So its not Spring!

2010-03-03T07:26:00.000-08:00

So its not spring, Yet! I feel so much energy today though. I got up early fed all the cats. I listened to a lil Aura music, had some tuna. Yeah I know early in the morning,Tuna, what am I thinking right. I dont know what I was thinking actually just had a hankering for it! Now my sweet StormE is thanking me for his bit of tuna I gave to him. He is such a sweet kitty Loudmouth, but sweet.

So I have decided to share some pics of spring awakening last yr.

Full Moon Blessings

2010-02-27T17:07:00.000-08:00

Goddess of Night how I wait for your arrival

I feel your arms around me encompasing my survival.

Between the night and the day the mystical creatures hide and play.

Hide and seek for you to find

Open your eyes

open your mind,

The staircase to heaven is not far at hand

A luminous circle of light, before you It stands.

Seek her out in the night

the goddess of fear and and sheer delight.

Night is a mystery and no one knows

the secrect of her water for deep it flows.

Whoa is me!

2010-02-27T10:21:00.000-08:00

poor chile, whats next or might I say WHO! Ya know I wasnt a beliver in the whole 2012 the end of the world as we know it BUTTTT I am starting to rethink it all! With all these Earthquakes I am thinking way too much but it is of great evidence that our earth is starting to change and we might not be in the plans. :(( so sadd today pondering upon my existance. Oh well there is nothing I can do but to prepare for it all. Right now though I am going to eat some ice cream in hopes tha it will make me feel a bit better Much Love and Light to all whom inhabit this earth!

looking foward to spring

2010-02-27T06:28:00.000-08:00

I woke up this morning to the birds chattering thinking ooh sun Yeah Right I wish! I looked outside and everything is covered in a blanket of snow, Grand. I know I know I should just xcept it and move on. Spring will come sooner or later. It seems like later most definatly. I am just so tired of the snow the cold weather not being able to breathe. I have asthma, this cold weather is so harsh! At least in the spring I will be able to take some claritin and go on about my gardening with a napkin attached to my side for the sniffles. Hmm what for breakfast or to just go back to bed. I guess I will just seize the day and make it count, Yawn! Time to do dishes! Much Love and Light my friends and WARMEST WISHES I'll leave you with these beautiful spring Graphics

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Snow Inspiration

2010-02-25T20:44:00.000-08:00

Today I had a friend write me. Soooo Sweet I dont think she knew how good that made me feel. I usually get nothing in the mail on the other hand my husband a golf magazine my daughters 10 and 4 get seventeen and preschool books. Even though it was just a letter with words it was so special to me. How lovely it was written also with a beautiful melted candle seal with a symbol of some sorts imprinted into it,maybe the 4 elements. Anyway the point was I had went to another site she had suggested and the inspiration from that page made me wanna share some poetry with everyone. Yes I love to write poetry but the muses havnt been around for awhile. The other day when it was snowing they hit! I posted it to my myspace and have now decided to share with all my fellow bloggers. I looked out my window just a second ago and it looks like the goddessess are having a big pillow fight with the down flying everywhere, lovely! The sizes of the snowflakes remind me of my childhood. I use to look out the window and know that only the divine could create something so beautiful! Hope you like the poem!

In the stillness in the mid of night
it came one by one to mask the earth with a wonderful sight
In the stillness one by one fell
across the universe they did sail
Into the cold and darkend sky
where they were viewed with passionate eyes
In the morn
For every one that fell
a kiss of a past winters tale
by me pheonix_dawn

What a Wonderfully Sunshinny Day!!!

2010-02-21T15:47:00.000-08:00

Sunday, and what a beautiful SUNday it was! My two girls went to church with papaw as usual. I went outside and enjoyed most of the morning with my cats basking in the sun. Took the new kitty outside for a taste of spring. She loved it, running and playing ,climbing trees ,getting chased by a dog or two and listening to the birds chatter. It is time for me to find a spot for everything. My vegtables, flowers , and a place for the much needed garbage thats in my yard. Went and got me some clippers to trim trees and a hedger for roses and what nots. On my wandering walk I saw a beautiufl yellow crocus A Sure Sign that spring is just around the corner NOW time for the rains!!! As soon as I figure out HOW to put up a pic you will get to see a glimse of spring Nite to All Much Love ME

long two weeks

2010-02-18T09:45:00.000-08:00

So its been a long week! We finally got to come home from Charolette Va Tuesday. My daughter had been in the hospital there since thursday of last week having up to 30 seizues a day! After they got meds in her they started decreasing slowly but surely. The drs there are phenominal but they didnt really answer my ? as to what was bringing them on and did she have epilepsy. When I got home I did some researching and to my surprize "NOT", inherited frontal lobe epilepsy appeared. So it seems to me this is what she has because they came in clusters. The whole thing took a toll on us all! We were 4hrs away from home. My mother kept my 4yr old which was sick too with a UTI. It has been an exhausting two weeks. Things are starting to look up now she is having 2 or 3 seizures a day now lasting 15 to 30 seconds instead of 20 or 30 lasting 1 to 2 min Yes I think the medicines have started to affect her, however one makes her moody and the rest make her sleepy. The drs say her body will in time get used to the meds and wont be so groggy all the time. HOmework is a bitch we might have to get a homebound teacher for her not sure yet. This morning we woke up and were starving. I made her and her sister a batch full of blueberry pancakes Yummy just follow the directions on the back of the Hungry Jack box and its a NO brainer LOL The pancake mix is a good carb for energy and the blueberries good antioxident! Much love and Light to all who read or come to my page to visit!!

Yes Ladies the pic of the pentacle grapevine I took and made myself

2010-01-27T18:33:00.000-08:00

I took the pic and i made it or actually it made itself. I was taking a grapevine wreath apart. Thats how it came out of the circle in the shape of the four elements and spirit! I felt very blessed. It was a special gift from the goddess. I knew my mother in law needed some extra help at her house so I being the generous sweet daugher in law I am gave it to her. I think since she got what she wanted I am going to ask for it back. Maybe it will help me out if I set it out for me to C everyday, reminding me that the goddess dwells within.

imbolic

2010-01-26T10:15:00.000-08:00

A tale about Brigid the coming of spring and Imbolic!

"I have heard many tales of Brighid, one of the most widely loved and revered Goddesses of the ancient Gaelic pantheon. Bride the Beautiful is not infrequent in songs and seasonal hymns, for when Her signals are seen along the grey beaches, on the sandy shores, or by the meadow path, we know that the new year is disclosed at last, that the promise of the Yule tree is fulfilled, and that food, warmth and gladness are coming out of the south. Everywhere She is honored at this time.

It is an old tale, this association of Brighid with February. It goes back further than the days of the monkish chroniclers who first attempted to hide the light of this fair Goddess in the disguise of Christian raiment. It is the tale of She to whom the women of the Gael went with offerings and prayers...Brighid of the Flame. They refer to the One whom the Druids held in honor as a torch bearer of the eternal light, a Daughter of the Morning, who held the Spring's sunrise in one hand as a little yellow flame, and in the other held the red flower of fire, without which men would be as the beasts.

She herself and no other is She, that ancient Goddess whom our ancestors saw lighting the torches of sunrise on the brows of the hills, or thrusting the quenchless flame above the horizon of the sea; whom the Druids hailed with hymns at the turn of the year, when in the season we call February, the first signs of the advancing Spring are to be seen on the grey land or on the grey wave or by the grey shores.

She herself and no other is She, whom every poet, from the humblest wandering singer to the greatest Bard of memory, blessed…for the flame she put in their hearts and ignited on their tongues.

She herself it is who put the red life in the flame that springs from wood and peat. None shall forget that it is She, the daughter of the ancient God of the Earth, but greater than He, in whose veins run the elements of fire and air. And how shall we forget that at any time She had but to bend above the Earth, and her breath would quicken, and pulse would come back into the still land, and what was dust would blossom and be once more glad."

walking with the divine

2010-01-25T06:47:00.000-08:00

Its a cold rainy dreary day BUT I am going to use this to my advantage have a cup of herbal tea and talk to the divine! Something simple a candle and words and maybe a few dried branches of ivy, willow and holly! I have it on the aura channel so the music is soothing now for my lil talk with the divine . Only I am to know! create ur own lil time with the divine. Light candels let tell the universe your troubles or your desires maybe it can help you out. But you will never know if you dont ask. It is more effective if it comes from inside of you! Good Luck much Love and LIght MIchelle;)

Men are just haters

2010-01-18T11:43:00.000-08:00

Yes you heard me Men are haters You are fn damned if you do and damned if you dont
I thought I had done a great job today. Laid out chicken to make for dinner, done a bunch and I mean a bunch of laundry Three loads of dishes. Yay Me I am so proud of myself and then the freakin Man of the Castle comes home and says where is my black pants YOU DIDNT WASH THEM! FUCK! WHERES MY FN BLUE ONES WHY DID U WASH THEM i JUST WASHED THEM TWO DAYS AGO WTF THEY WERE IN THE DRYER AND DRY OR HE MIGHT HAVE HAD A FKN ANURISM OR SOMETHING! wHATEVER AND THE REASON i WASHED THEM yOU STUPIDASS WAS BECAUSE THEY WERE IN THE FLOOR ,SIGNIFYING THEY WERE DIRTY wHATEVER i AM GOING TO ENJOY THE REST OF MY DAY SOOOO THERE i HAVE DONE MY DUES FOR TODAY! sCREW YOU tHIS IS WHY WOMEN GIVE UP AND SAY F IT i AM NOT CLEANING ANYMORE BECAUSE i CLEAN AND THE FKERS STILL DONT APPRICIATE You SO NO i AM NOT ON STRIKE i WILL STILL PROVIDE EVERYONE WITH A MEAL AND GIVE THE KIDS A BATH AND BE THE GOOD LIL HOUSEWIFE i AM BUT i SWEAR ONE OF THESE DAYS...

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getting back on track

2010-01-17T06:17:00.000-08:00

Well I have let my house go since the last time i have wrote. Our heat went out so its off to his moms and to my mothes again We left on Thursday and didnt get to come home til Tuesday It took quite a toll on me I felt as though I was lost witout my husband standing by my side He stayed at his sisters which is right across the road from our house awainting the man to come and inspect it! So he finally comes MONDAY and fixes the heater which had a busted sequencer whatever that is LOL. My hubby decides that we will still be in need of central air and heat sooo in a couple of weeks we will be financing one. Getting back to what I started with My house has multiplied with clothes on my couch in the laundry room and dishes dishes dishes. I am going to work on dishes and laundry today and hopefully get all of it done Maybe even clean the couch off tonite wish me luch! As soon as I find the Choco eclair recipe I will post Much love and LIght Michelle

What a winter!

2010-01-03T00:09:00.000-08:00

Well Ladies I had an awesome holiday season my husbands Christmas party was a success Everyone had a Great time and loved their gifts which for the women was yardly lavender soap and sockies infused with aloe and I think Eucalyptus guys coloned shampoo and hair product.
A couple of days after We had the big snow storm no electric no water for bout 4 days Go to moms.
Had a family Reunion Needless to say the only ones that went was Reuben and his dad Oh no the roads arnt bad they say! WhatEVER I am not getting out in this shit are you craZZZZZZZZY.
couple of days pass of us fixing food for two familys of which two were cousins and under 4 Yeah in a little ass trailer on a propane heater. Then we decide OK its going to be out for awhile and the kids are Restless Lets get the **** out of here so we dont all kill each other So Me and my girls go to my moms and My sister in law and her fam go to a friends house. Go to my dads for a couple of days its the week of Christmas My little girl keeps asking mommy are we going to be able to go home for Christmas I said I didnt know and if we did not Santa knew where to come Would it really be soo bad to be at Mamaws for Christmas She said of course not Sooo we get power two days before
I go home to a mother in law who is expecting company needs her house onced over and MY house well lets just say wasnt pretty I had 4 cats in my house Yeah so I get to cleaning mine then I do hers and Then I have to go to their house to visit with family that had came in from Alabama and some family came from around here also to visit. It paid off in the End I was blessed with one ot the women who cooked telling me what all she put in her recipes and she is a diabetic so she uses splenda in everything! Oh and she said she would share the secret of how to make Dandelion wine YaY Me Then we get to talking how we both cant wait for spring to come cause we were wanting to try different recipes I cant wait to try candied sugar violets and i am assuming u can use the splenda for this too! Rose Water OH it all sounds so Yummy to me1 Cant wait
Santa came and done an awesome job OF course;) Both my girls were happy clothes toys what more could they ask for.
So we are getting ready for the NEW YR my husband comes home and says what cha makin to take to moms tonite I said nuthin tonite tommorow I am makin chinese fried rice 7 layer bean dip and taking a shrimp tray He informs me that THIS IS new yrs ever WTF
I have to get down the road I have my sister in laws kid mine and another girl family member thats a lil older than my nine yr old OH MY what am i ever going to do Well I will tell ya what I did I called my sister in law and said put a move on it chic get ur butt home I have to go down the road too Soo she gets home her son comes over to get daughter My daughet said Yay Olivias going home and of course I tell her thats not nice to be nice to her cousin but she hadnt had a nap SO I take two drama queens and one Diva Diva as my 3 yr old calls herself to the Grocery store Oh MY GAWD I am going to get OUT of her after the new yr I think you can only imagine how backed up the lines were so I finally make it out of there without taking the girls head off get home get ready to make my stuff and discover I had NO beans. So it was only the Chinese fried rice and shrimp tray but I improvised I had some chip and dips I took and some fruit and fruit dip so I didnt do to bad in a pinch.
Happy New Yr to YOU ALL That READ Much Love and Light

Busy Bee

2009-12-17T05:12:00.000-08:00

One or two more gifts to shop for and DONE!!! Husbands having a store party hes the managerso hes in charge LOL I have to bake his beans for him today and take them in They do secret Santa every yr! He usually gets everyone something from him Buttt this yr he said nO then he waits til the last moment and asks me to pick up something for all them 6 women and two boys OMG what will I do?? I am sure I will figure out something NOW who is Large and in charge Ha Ha Ha Ha I should have seen it coming though he asked me thinking I was going to say yes, I said whatever your the boss! Stupid me now I have tow girls to get ready myself and I HAVE to have a shower I was fixing my daughers hair and smelled myself and bout puked. You know its not easy being a mommmE and making time for yourself but its a must! So off to take a shower get girls ready bake some beans then shopp WoE is ME!! Til Then Adios Amigos

Chocolate Eclair cake!

2009-12-07T12:23:00.000-08:00

Today its my hubbys b-day. So I decide to get all domestic kitchen witchy. Ha Ha what was I thinking? After making his 2nd fav a couple of yrs ago which was a Jello cake and it was a messy much cause I used WAY too much Jell-o I read directions I get confused not much more to say LOL So anyway back to the story I decide I am going to make his first LOVE an chocolate eclair cake! So I call my mother in law for the recipe. Went down the road at 11 its almost 4 I am not A happy camper. I fix the bottom The crust movin on to the topping one layer on the cream cheese, confectionary sugar and whip creme yumm next to the chocOlate pudding. My mother in law tells me now I always get mine to watery and have to let it set in a bowl of cold water I think maybe not so much water as it says on the package. Awesome I think to myself just the right consistancy. As I am slapping on the pudding I am thinking to myself why in the WORLD would u put this in the oven to bake it Wouldnt it just melt So I call my mother in law and ask I guess I was sopposed to bake the crust first ay Yeah thats why it says ... I swear I read the directions I SWEAR I come from a long line of bakers but for the love of God I couldnt bake myself out of a disaster if there was only a oven and it was the only thing on earth to use for me to cook on WE would surely die of starvation cause there is no way you eat burnt crumbs and live Well maybe but anyway so I have to rescue the cake and take all the topping off and put the crust in oven. Then I must WAIT put ALL the topping back on UGH I hope it tastes good it was made with lots of love and curse words haha By now I am sooo tired my fingers are throbbing. I thought I would get a break between dinner but NO OH WAIT I do I DO turkey salad the father in law has turkey salad Yay I dont have to cook Goddess Bless thinking I am now going to take a well deserved break I will give up the recipe when my fingers arnt trobbing

hmm

2009-11-30T23:36:00.000-08:00

Well today I either did to much or something my back is killing me my arm is hurting and my body is just tired and I have had horrible heartburn! I hope its nothing
I think I am going to try to do my christmas tree tonite NOthing else to do everyone is asleep and I am drying clothes Im up I my as well do something I think I am over exerting myself lately I know cleaning and stuff that normal people shouldnt make me ill literally but I swear it does. So tonite while I have the Christmas music on i am going to enjoy myself and do something I like decorate and light my Christmas tree! I only wish I had the stuff that I bought yesterday Then I really could decorate I love my ornaments Peace OUT

Never been soo thankful

2009-11-27T22:06:00.000-08:00

Well for the past few days my sink drain would nt drain so my dishes just piled higher and higher. Today we had a friend snake it it worked for a while got a couple loads of dishes done then it stopped up again! Sooo me being the domestic goddess I am LOL decided I am not waiting I need to do more dishes. SO i got myself some channel locks and took the u valve off and to my surprize NOT it was clogged put it back on it went down all the way then started coming BACK up **** NOW what I wondered. Well I still wasnt going to wait so I looked up on the internet decided was going to plunge it even though I knew how much of a mess that would be. Plunge Plunge Plunge Ewww I hear air bubbles thats good I tell my husband then Cabby freaked me aout and told me she cut her finger she really just pinched it with the saftey scissors So the hubby takes the plunger while I tend to her He plunges a while and sploosh It whatever IT was got pushed thru and the pipes were clear I have never been sooo relieved to dishes in my whole life YOU never really know how much you need something til its gone. NOw my back is killing me and I know getting comfortable is not going to happen tonite. Brianna has a friend over so I cant sleep with her Gabby is sleeping with her daddy and the kittys and I I guess I will sleep in the chair who knows where I will end up tonite LOL WHO KNOWs Thats OK though I can C the MOON shining brighter thand ever tonite She is not perfectly round but almost! I got a dining table from my mother in law and we put it where the west window and the evening sun its it its a delight P;us we have been having our family meals on it I love it1
Black Friday NOT for me I think I will shop online next yr I have seen all kinds of deals at Macys and other stores online and I dont even have to fight the rude ass people running over top of me or snatching stuff off of the shelves just about the time that I am going for it SCREW that! Well I can feel Christmas in the air and I can also feel the meds I took starting to kick in so Se la viE for now Much Love and LIght Peace out Ha

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So today

2009-11-18T21:58:00.000-08:00

So today I had to take the mother in law back to the furniture store to C how much credit she could get! It was enoough for her to get her dining room suite living room suite a foam comfort fit matress and boxsprings and some other stuff! Then we went looking ror rugs and other stuff which she decided to get next time cause now she is all cashed out So the furniture is coming Saturday. That means We have to clean , move stuff, and decorate the house for Christmas Friday OMG is that Even freaking possible well guess it will have to be wont it. If not there is no place to put it NOW is there. I am exausted and I am sure she is too. Two days of going to a store waiting not knowing if she was going to get approved for credit and or how much! I am going to go send some comments on my myspace then go TO BED nitE nite! As for my cleaning I am still doing the one or two loads of laundry and one or two dishes and cleaning up a bit Guess I will have to clean mine tommorw That way mine will be clean for the weekend! Peace

today

2009-11-17T15:57:00.000-08:00

today
tired
laundry
BED
dishes tommorow

Ok so I've learned how to customize my blog whoo

2009-11-17T06:34:00.000-08:00

Whooo learned how to customize my blogs I love it! I cant wait to do more I was just messing around and WhaLeye Gotta godo my domestic cleaning!

still working on it

2009-11-17T05:57:00.000-08:00

Still working on my house its the middle of NOv and I havnt got everything I have wanted to get done yet But I cant do it all by myself I need help so I think I am going to ask for some from my sisterinlaw! She knows how to do curtains and I am sure she would help me clean out my backbedroom I have got to get that done I would love to fix Brianna a bedroom and have it fixed for her for Christmas but I dont think that is going to happen Wished Santa would come and make it happen! Oh Well Maybe sometime SOON! saw a bedroom suit I want for Gabs she loved it she seen it at Magic Mart and Loved it hopped right on it and said MommE I want this bed. She looked so cute in it too! Well better get to cleaning I have my laundry in the washer and I need to start on my dishes cause I have to take Dana furniture shopping todayPeace within! Kisses and magikal Huggzzz

In the Holiday Spirit this yr

2009-11-15T00:18:00.000-08:00

Yeah ME in the HOLIDAY spirit this yr, Who would have thought! But I am cant wait to shop C the kids faces when they open their presents.Yes this yr I can feel the magik! Oh cant wait for it to snow either!

hoping wishing having faith

2009-11-14T23:27:00.000-08:00

Had a Great day today with the kids. We made some angel cookies and icinged them OMG they were a deliteful SINFUL treat! YUM we were going to do marshmellows too but we figured we better do them at a later date we didnt want the kids to have to much sugar. Gabby was already wired just because we let her do the cookies with us She had flour all over her I have pictures I will put up one of these days.So after a long funfilled day with the kids I take mine home and on the way there Brianna unpredictably I dont even know if that s a word ha says MommE if you need a power ball # I have one for ya so I took it as a sign so went and bought three of them I let the girls pic the #s for me Gabbys was 9 Bres was 40 and mine was 9 of course we had to turn Brees to 4 cause it only went up to 39 so heres to hoping that the divine blesses me with her abundace! Missed the #s tonite so I guess I will look in the paper tommorow. If you only knew what this house needed done to it you would be crossing your fingers too! I just saw a bedroom suite for Gabby I would love to get for her and I want to make Bree a princess bed with all the beautiful flowing fabric draping down around her she loves beds like that. One can only hope wish and have faith that the Divine knows what you needs and blesses you at the right time. Much Love and LIght to the universe

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struggling day

2009-11-11T11:55:00.000-08:00

So today I struggle to get anything actually done. My house is a freakin disaster Yes I am doin laundry I am doing my 1 load or two loads of dishes in my case and did I mention my house is a freakin disaster I am trying to laugh at it and maybe later clean it after Olivia goes home and Gabby finishes tearing it down I will have to restructure it Yay ME for some reason the goddess wont come out in me today I have lost it BUT I WILL get i9t back it might just take me a while unfortunatly I dont have a lil while so maybe I can coax the domestic goddess in me to come out. I am not slaving tonite over dinner I think I am going to make Brianna mke her ham and eggs and have some other stuff WHO knows! I lit me a candel of pink to make the love I feel for my home come back and I know it will work
So tommorow is sopposed to be my lucky day so tonite I have some things to work on for tommorow I have to take Dana to the beauty shop to get her hair done need mine done sometime I think I am going to make an appt for me!! Well guess I am going to jump off her and try to motivate myself somehow!!!!

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2009-11-11T08:15:00.000-08:00

got to sleep in today Yay me!!! Dont really feel like doing much today. I already cleaned out the hallway closet. Now I need a plastic box to put all of brianns kindergarden stuff in , tax returns and so on important stuff that I dont want the mice in soo its off to the store to find one! gotta go down the road to get sugar cookie dough to make angel cookies with Gabby and Bre A is for Angel Yes we are continueing our studies C is for cookies oh and of course we have to get some B nanas too! I am making it my errand day so I guess we will go take Gabs shoes back again they still dont fit her lil legs they are sooo adorable they just dont fit her and she needs a pair of winter shoes found her winter coat from last yr and I am pretty sure it will fit soo they should match Well Peace out for now Much love and light

Bres home! YAY

2009-11-10T14:15:00.000-08:00

Briannas home and came in and told me ya dont have to wake me up early tommorow MommE. There is NO School yay I already knew that but she just reminded me! Thank the universe I dont have to get up early I have done soooo much today!!! I think I will take it easy the rest of the evening Im tired Much Love PheoniXXX LOL

One thing Gabby and I agree on!

2009-11-10T11:05:00.000-08:00

Well Gabby and I were hungry today and I have been trying to eat light and healthy sooo. I popped out a can of tuna wondering if gabby would like because she is slightly picky! Much to my surprise she LOVED it. I served it to her in her and Briannas special red plates just reg tuna some saltine crackers with some pickles. WOW never thought she would like it. I figured she would turn her head up and say eww. Well today so far I have got one load of dishes done, two loads of laundry, cleaned Briannas floor cleaned some on the bathroom and cleaned mine and Reubens b-r I am thinking about rearranging it buttt not sure hmm have to think on itl

Tarot and Asstrology

2009-11-10T07:39:00.000-08:00

My tarot ha
The Nine of Pentacles card suggests that my power today lies in gratification. The fruits of my labor already exist in my values. My garden of purpose is perennial and forever in need of tending but I am surrounded by the results I have intended to create. I am empowered by the splendor that is m life and my asset is personal validation

Today

2009-11-10T05:08:00.000-08:00

Its a new beginning! Today its a cool breezy fall day with what looks like winter on its Way. The clouds are a pale grey churning into a deep charcoal. This doesnt stop the birds from singing their songs. It seems I can hear them better now than I can in the summer. I guess where there is so much going on in the summer and people tend to get up earlier. In the winter the people stay in their houses to stay warm. I like this time of year. I dont have to go outside and C my neibors faces. Solitude what a peaceful delight of pie served best ALONE. All I could possible wish for now is some pines to put down my already decidious treeline so I REALLY dont have to C their faces. found out how to get my daughter to get up in the morning. I think the fairys are going to start coming one to two days a week and bring her and her sister something underneath their pillows. Just something small. Today they both got what looks like crystal balls with glitter in them. Of course the fairys made them rubber so they wouldnt break and they could bounce them like real balls. They were bewildered. I was happy that it made her look underneath her pillow cause then it was alot easier for her to get up! Well the day has started I better get crackin. The bathroom, Bres room and the dishes await, have a peaceful day!

2009-11-09T15:55:00.000-08:00

Ahh my hubby bout made me cry today He said and I quote" Well girls we are going to have a clean house this Christmas! AHHH I am doin so good I better keep it up eh. I love being clean I am sooo Happy the kids are even helping out its Marvelous MM hubby making spagetti today and its about done I cant wait to eat it I am sooo hungry Gabby learned her ABCDs today and her 1234 the rest of the week we will be doing things that pertain to them!! Brianna and I are thinking about doing sugar cookie angels and she wants to do some kind of science project with Gabby. I thought that was cool! Well I guess thats bout all for tonite Imma jumpin off her to get me some spagetti, YummE Have a blesses nite!

today was a great day!!

2009-11-09T13:44:00.001-08:00

got three loads of laundry done ( I have Alot of laundry!!!) two loads of dishes AND Gabby and i took a fall walk, while waiting for her sister Bre to come home! Then when we came in and Wubbsy was on and I wanted to turn it to General hospital she went MAD insane cause I changed it eventhough she has a tv in her room of course it didnt have wubsy on it but it was a freakin cartoon LOL anyway Brianna came home and she decided she wanted to watch the tv in the living room so all was well I got back on the computer and told them they could have the tv I'll catch up GH in the morning on the soap channel! Hubby is home and getting ready to make some spagetti. I dont usually like it BUT he makes it sooo Yummy how can I resist, oh wait I cant! Have an enchanting evening my followers oh wait I dont have any of those yet Oh well maybe one day!

2009-11-09T07:56:00.000-08:00

What a BEE U tiful morning the sun is shining and it is a beautiful fall day!!! I hope to start doing Gabbys ABCs and 123s with her today so she can start learning she will have sooo much fun I know it! gotta get some dishes done today and laundry and clean a room Peace Within Pheonix!

Yesterday was Grewling

2009-11-08T09:18:00.000-08:00

I think we went EVERYFREAkINWHERE I dont think there was a place we didnt hit I forgot to include this in my last post it was quite interesting but I'll fill ya in later Gotta go to moms

2009-11-08T09:09:00.000-08:00

Ok so I am slacking a lil I know I know I am going to come home tonite after I go to my moms and clean like a madwoman LOL Seriously though. I found a great blog at domestic goddess She has awesome tips and stuff on MommE and Wife things like YummE recipes Thank you for Sharing! I love her site and she makes me want to make my home happier. Already I am playing Christmas music. I have decorated A bit and cleaned my fish tank out so I can actually C my fish its clear OMG I actually have fish. Cleaned a load of dishes doin the one load of laundry and NOW I am bogging still have to clean my sitting area when I get home and the girls are going to do their 10min pickup. Thought the hubby was going to make spagetti today but he decide to wait til tommorow so he decided to have breakfast for dinner one more nite of cooking then its his turn I am done But i understand he worked all weekend Which he doesnt usually do Sooo I will give him a break and Break his neck tommorow if he doesnt make that damn spagetti! So ta ta for now going to my mom and dads for Sunday dinner Much love anf light to whoever reads my blogs Maybe one day I will have something to actually look at on her Once I figure out how to edit and create on here Blessings to EVERYONE

Today!!

2009-11-06T16:23:00.000-08:00

Today I had a great day with a friend of mine who blessed me with her presence! ThankX I needed a relaxing day just to chill out! So today I exceaded my goddess cleaning two loads of laundry and 2 loads of dishes yeah I know ?WHAT ? do I want a pat on the back WHY YES Please! But I havnt cleaned the desk off yet just part of it so tonite I need to clean off the rest of it shouldnt be a prob OH I decorated a bit with some fall leaves I love Thanksgiving. I dont know quite whyMaybe its because I love the food and its close to or on my Birthday!!! Its also the passing of my grandpa however I do NOT morn him but celebrate his life I know he would not want me whining about it!!! Thanksgiving is a time of peace for me turkey at my moms all the family gets together and enjoys each others company! Well guess I am going to get off here and clean the rest of the desk off. Tommorow I am going to MM fixing the fish tank going to the grocery store, taking the kids to moms consignment shop shoe show ds I guess go get my errands done!!!! Wish me luck getting it all done I guess I will have to get started early by 10
takin the mother in law to do her shopping too! Should be an interesting day! Much Love and LIght!!!!

feelin soooo accomplished

2009-11-05T18:15:00.000-08:00

Today I cleaned out the hallway and folded a crapload of clothes on the couch didnt get them all quiet done but I am working on it got to put the ones I folded up and fold the rest cleaned the floor up tommorow have to put everything in its place do the dishes and some more laundry but rather than that its all goood Much Love and Light Harmony and Peace lies within

OMG

2009-11-05T10:49:00.000-08:00

OMG I cleaned out the hallway and the floor in the living room where the couch is NOW all I have to do is clean off the couch but If I can do the floor the couch should ber a sinch !!!! the rest of the day put up clothes that I fold, laundry and dishes dinner BED!!! Then maybe next week clean out that bedroom and bathroom one or the other I might start with the bathroom just getting the stuff out of there and putting it up!!!! BACK to Work! Indeed I am going to get my hAouse clean then decorate it and wait for it to be remodeled/ fixed up!!!!

insomnia

2009-11-05T00:50:00.000-08:00

OK so its 3:45 in the morn and I cant go back to sleep it could be the fact that my dishes still did'nt get done there is a mouse playing on my stovetop and my clothes are still not done on my couch AND the floor is still not clean sooo I think I am going to check my email, do the clothes
and the freakin mold is freakin me out cause I am watchin a Egyptian thing on mold and how it can kill a person with a low immune system by making the lungs bleed I hate this house and mold it bothers me so but what is one to do I now C we have mushrooms combating it in the washroom which is probably good cause it means its eating the mold and cleaning the air I think anyway this is what mushrooms do in the wild Anyway I know what kind of waterheater I want next and it is nothing like this OLD crap its just a thing that latches on to the pipes and heats it as the water runs thru the pipes you dont even have to worry bout the tank sooo maybe I can find someone to put it in and fix the wash room its going to neeed a overhaul from all the water damage Whew so for now I guess I am going to go do what I said I was going to do clothes and check my email toodles!!

OK sooo

2009-11-04T17:26:00.000-08:00

accomplished everything xcept couch and floor which I think I will do the rest of that tonite after the kids go to bed!!! find some way to make it fun for bre to do chores like the putting it in a hat and letting her pic out one and do that one I dont understand why it takes an act of congress to get her to do something I have been busting my ass around here Everyone else should do their part to I will find a way to comunicate that is rash without being such a hardass!!! It is possible I know it is I just have to keep my outlook on the situation under control. Maybe venting in this way will help instead of keeping it all inside maybe journaling/blogging about it will help me keep a clear mind about the situation!!! Well I guess tonite I will try to get the kitchen clean
no laundry done enough for today I think 4 loads is a plenty considering I am only sopp0se to do
I will blog more tommorow or later I m tired of writing and Brianna is not taking one on her own someone is soppposed to be in tthere with her she is such a frady cat Reuben wanna be LOL I joke I joke I kid I kid LOL later Peace within

2009-11-04T10:28:00.000-08:00

OK so I have done the laundry
dishes
now down the road to pic out which pic of the girls I want
when I come back put away laundry on couch and pic up floor!!!!
get holiday stuff together for Reuben to take up to the house
Whew what a dayand it just turned 1200
still gotta find something for dinner and cook and dishes again!!!
maybe strike a deal with Brea and Reuben to do dishes after dinner and put them up!! It would be nice to wake up to a clean kitchen!!

2009-11-04T05:13:00.000-08:00

Ok soooo tommorow is here its time to get to it do some laundry dishes clean off couch put up clothes clean clothes in bedroom start going tru stuff and putting it away!!!! Wish me LUCK especially getting Reuben to take out the trash!!!! I will just have to put it all in front of the door so he has to step over it LOL for now its time for mornong meditation I am going to go find lme a good meditation chant!! I should have a plenty but I am only going to choose one and stick to it like a schedule ex time 0 meditation time bla bla bla dishes time yada yada yada!!! Will update later!!! Peace within!!!

Back to the Daily Grind!!

2009-11-02T03:24:00.000-08:00

Well, today is MOONday! that means its time for me to do my thing, domestic cleaning, organizing, laundry picking up Maybe if I start early I can get it done early. Right now I am going to do my morning meditation the birds have just awoke and the day has started fresh and new My cats and running around scaring the crap out of me LOL Well looks like it is going to be a beautiful day I might update around 12:00 Good day to YOU!!

2009-10-30T05:42:00.000-07:00

Well After I eat a ham and cheese sandwich that I make I am going to get to it and Clean Clean Clean!!! But before I am going to light me a candle and meditate first one the coming of the new says Light which has Shined so bright that it inspires me to write a poem of revelation in a sec. I love my life my husband and my kids I would only change one thing and that would be to get a job I like and would have fun doing in my spare time so that I could make a lil extra cash I want to eventually have a REAL JOB which I make my own Already have two names for two bussinesses just got to get started on it. Well time to eat and get down to bussiness. Much LOve and Light

2009-10-29T09:40:00.000-07:00

WoW the day hasnt even went by yet! Gabby and I here I am carving our little pumpkin kitty that the girls and I grew all our own. Upon sitting here I hear Gabby say mommE LOOK It was a Raven perched upon the window Looking in Awesome . The death of the old negative energies a message from the Divine! I have a hinkling that this day is going to be filled with Autum Magik!!!

2009-10-29T09:03:00.000-07:00

Turning over a new leafFFF is not an easy thing for me, but I am going to try to achieve my goals by the middle of November buy getting my home rid of all the negative thoughts and shaping up my family into a team of hard working future dare doers. I plan getting my house clean and tidy for the following months to come. First with the cleaning of the laundry!!! 2 loads a day! Dishes washed, and 10 min pickup for the kids everyday after school before we go anywhere. I hope to have a regimen and keep it!! I know I need a plan so I have started to do a domestic goddess cleanup . I will update EVERYDAY so that can have a magikal house full of LOVE and LIGHT for all the future to come.