turning over a new leafFFF

Well I have moved up from being just a worker in my dept to my dept head!:) Now to save some money so I can start a new biz eventually still wanting to have a spiritual shop of some type kinda a nature/spiritual shop Eventually one of these dayz I will still evolving my hm need to get curtains and turn my house into more of a home or at least mk it look more like a hm have holes in it in mumerous places what I reallly need is a new hm period but... tht takes money some major money and I dont think I wanna live there all of my life anyway so... until thn I guess I will try to find me a mr or mrs fix it to help me out Sigh well its off to wk oh did I mention instead of wking nites I wk dayx now that will b great when school comes bk n. I will b able to fix dinner for everyone and still b with them I Love my family sooso much words cannot express . I am having a difficult time emotionally though cause I have found a bump on my hip and I am sopposed to go get it checked out july the 14 o...

Well first I will tell what happened to me! When I was a young girl a jr in high school I dreamed my grandfather was going to die the day bfore it happened. Obviously he ha knew it was coming too because he had got all his stuff in order the day bfore. The nxt morning I begged my mom not to send me to school hoping that somehow this was going to stop it from happening. I got a call from the office I was needed in the office My mother came and got me and said they thought my grandfather had had a heartattack We were in the emergency room of a small clinic bcause we didnt live real close to a hospital my brother kept saying he is going to b ok I knew different. That day my grandfather passed away That day was my Birthday NOv the 26 the day I was born the day he died Everyone was fighting when we went to my grandmas Noone took into consideration that it ws my birthday That was the worst day/yr ever! ya know I didnt really want to celebrate my birthday after that day UNtil I got really spi...

Well after reading a post of Beyond the fields we know I have decided to start on a special project for me and my girls. I want a spiritual little encased grove of trees for me and my girls to go to be one with nature I want it secret so noONE else knows about it Xcpt us kinda for ur eyes only spiritual place:)) It is on the side of my house that noone goes anyway and I want to leave the thorns around it just clear the brush from the middle of it and put some olive trees around it making a circle maybe a bird house I already have Rocks with moss growing on them from where I had decided I wanted a path cut so I could go all the way around my house in kinda a secret way. I really like this idea, maybe a little table that we can sit at and conversate. maybe a little fairy gardenAll my spiritual stuff have little garden parties Oh my I cant wait to get started on it I am going to incorperate roses in it somewhere cuse well Roses and garden party just Gooo together. Cant wait cant wait CANT...

Well I have found the perfect beach house for us this year. Its in a great spot not to far from the bridge that we cross over to get to the beach its in the 100s vs 1000 down the beach. Last yr I actually drove over the big bridge and I also drove over it N the drk also which amazed me. I just Really connected with the place we have been going to since I married my husband 11 yrs ago. But in 2009 and 10 I really just felt like I had lived there in a past life I cant wait to go bk this yr. We usually go in the fall but this yr we are going in the summer June 2 for a wk cause my sister in laws vaca time is thn and my husband can take off whenever cause well his jobs cool like that LOL. I have been applying for jobs also and in Feb I hope to get a job that I can live with til I get my own bussiness up and running and who knows maybe I will do bth jobs if its not to stressful. Bk to the beach I cant wait and with the new job I will have Xtra money to spend on clothes and stuff for me and m...

Well its official, I like my own company the best! just me myself and I. I had the whole day to myself and Yeah I cleaned and straitend up the house all day But there was no kids or husbands or animals inside to mess up everything. However evening comes and Bam Everything goes down the shitter Yeah I said it LOL Tacos for the dinner cause the hubs dont want hamburger helper which is fine I cleaned all the dishes now Im letting the Really nasty ones soak in some bleach water. I am getting a kick out of hubby trying to fill the rold of mommy and fixing tacos for two 5 yr old little girls that dont know really know what they want and keep changing their mind on him Im laughing the whole time because one of the 5 yr old comes bk for seconds and he has to make mor hard shelled tacos hahah and I laugh really hard when he says sure I guess I wil eat when I get to eat or one of these days if he only knew that this is what I go thru EVERYDAY and he just gets a lil taste of them not listening an...

Things here in my small community are becoming A lil scary! There are now 5 misssing people in our town, 5. The people that are missing all seem to have been on drugs so alot of the people here are saying good ridens and just brushing it off. Not so sure I would do that if I were them Even if it is drug dealers killing people of drugs its still disturbing knowing that someone in this town is capable of murder No matter the cause. Serial killer hmm not so sure I hv watched alot of shows and I did get on my local topix and there was some disturbing comments tic toc tic toc that scered the bjesus outta me I mean really would someone b that braizen to threaten someone on a local topix page and give themselves away Well it sure sounded that way to me. So they found a body today at a local cemetary and the person had been covered with leaves. I dont know who it is yet but everyone is speculating its one of the 5 one of the women I take my kids to school in the morning so it would b kinda dis...

Fall into Autum! I think I am falling for Autumn.Everytime this season comes around I find myself in awe as the wind blows the leaves from the trees. They fall in a way that is so breathtaking and magical I love it:)s Every yr I go to the top of my hill when it is time for my girls to get off of the school bus. As I am standing there the wind blows I close my eyes and breathein the smell of fall. Opening my eyes I am surrounded by a multitude of leaves tumbling to the ground and I NEVER can seem to have my camera at this special moment,ho knows if the magic would even be captured on camera for me its just a feeling of Bliss.Everytning just seems to fall into place around this time of yr the kisds get along better I get more done Of course money is always an issue this tiem of yr cause its the end of the yr and Christmas is just around the corner but thats what its there for to spend. My grandma always said you cant take it with u. Its almost a blessing a simpler life or at least I wou...