turning over a new leafFFF

Well the surgery is on. We went to C a specialist the other day.  He specializes in getting stuff out when its close to your speach center. He says he has does this surgery many times without any trouble. and if we do it there is a 90% chance she wont even have the seizures anymore and wont have to be on the meds Sigh I know it needs to be done for the better of her health in the long run I am just a typical mommE, I  am worried. So the 7th of May she goes for her work up Bloodwork . We are coming back home after this. then the 9th we are going back so she can have another MRI., staying the following 10th she has a surgery to put a patch between her brain to locate exactly where the seizures are coming from Which means they will start taking her off some of her meds. when she has a seizure it will tell exactly how close and where it is located they are taking this part out too not just the mass because sometimes if they take the mass out and not the epilepsy center out she would still

I am so sick of doing stuff for people and getting shit on. I consider myself one of the best daughter in laws in the whole world! I try to do something nice for her and she tells me Shell dont do anymore Fn favors for me Sooooo Fine. Next time she wants to go down the road for something she can ask some fucking one else cause IM NOT DOIN IT.  PerioD My feelings are hurt as well not that she cares at  all.All she cares about when she gets in these moods are herself So yes I am hatin today. I went out in the yard to work for awhile and thought it might get some anger out WRONG it didnt so now I am blogging. It kinda helps KINDA I am still highly pissed I need some special brownies LOL to make myself feel better:)))) I am in desperate need of a night out Hubby is gone on a golfing trip and I just need to get out Who knows maybe afterwhile I will venture to my moms and leave the kids for awhile while I go back up the road and cruise. I know I know Im a momma and dont need to cruise YES I

This was the first site that I found on blogger when I started. I love her and her domestic style. She gave me inspiration to want to clean my house and be a better wifE! I still read her blogs and Enjoy them very much.Stop by her site I am sure she has something interesting You'll like to read. Brightest Blessings to All!

I had started this post the other day and not completed it IMAGINE THAT! ;) Its about time for the roses to appear here. I think I am going to try an old beauty trick. Use 1 bottle of witch hazel, 1 red rose for love or white  for healing Add the witch hazel and roses together let sit for a week use on face or in bath water. If you want you can add a rose quartz to it. I used this after I had my first child ya know the mom look bags under eyes from no rest. After a few days of this I looked like myself BEFORE ! Whali, a potion for youth! My friend includes a invocation from venus. Have fun with it! Much Love and Light tonite and always Have an enchanted night

She had a functional MRI last week. Today they called us to let us know they couldnt touch it. It is to close to her speach  and other things so for now her seizures has stopped and they are sending us to the seizure clinic. I dont know what to do anymore xcept cry. As a mother I know I cant do this though I have to be strong for her so I am going to try my best! ITS NOT EASY BEING CHEESY Wishing everyone a peaceful night.

Brightest Blessings to all who enter here! This month one of my fellow bloggers is doing a giveaway 3 actually go here to read more http://gooutbeneaththenakednight.blogspot.com/2010/04/bloody-april-give-away-3.html?showComment=1271011612459_AIe9_BEVJEulFSGDFY8DsmYzROcMTeEIV5k7R2TiBghcD7hCQojI-KiBfwDbSmu0wAfmI2HkyZ4TAxqbxH5H-PFM5-73Hchztli05SelXXX0_uUUPvx8aKyLJZ4oGIXkTmzWqN3yT3ARiH32NNHvEq_gw7KKJSrK4qSLalhfCDFEyEi9K6e01lJ4XVNwOlHDKM1X2OSzZSJ7JeQA0VUOnIvF5JGsCVCIClSHio5hbDz8O0dM-uA8JIeO5SgVd8GOXUgO6InSaEdS#c2350013585958234129 Some really Yummy stuff. I will be doing the domestic Goddess thing today straitening up so when my daughters homebound teacher comes it doesnt look like a 3 and 4 yr old lil goblin forgot to pickup after themselves. For now its off to the sister in laws for breakfast! Everyone have a BeeUtiful day filled with magic!