turning over a new leafFFF

Sitting here wondering Why a father would take the life of his kid wife then himself ??? These suicide murders have been happening alot in my small lil town One father took his kid hostage after killing the boys mother left then came back to the house came bk and shot himself and left the boy. I do not what has got into this small little town Then I look around the world and C that its not only my lil town but others too turned on the news and heard about a mother shooting her two young kids they asked her whay she said the kids were no good and back talked her is it soemthing in the water conspiracy I dont know but I dont like it. I mean I know everyone has issues but I dont think killing ones self is an out and if u are going to do it just do it to urself and leave innocent people out of it My Goodness its awful My soul cries for their families and the tradgedy they have to endure. It makes me want to do something to protect my family Surround them in your bright protective light g

I have a new email adress however I dont know how to fix it ot my profile yet so here it is prillam2@hotmail.com I would like to start blogging again but with so much to do nowdays i dont know how I will manage it I guess just set time aside maybe I have plunged deeper into my spiritual self than ever. My home is staying cleaner and I would like now to start my bussiness but since I am keeping my niece and watching my mother in law who is recovering from a severe nervous breakdown I guess AGAIN I will have to put it off. Maybe i will find time sometime for me OR maybe I need to make time for my wants MY dreams there would be noone there for my niece if I left and started my bussiness so for now I will be the AuntiE who helps all the kids with their problems. Kids need direction too and since there is noone else around I guess I will be the one directing them all! I have been cooking I made a banana pudding to die for. I will include it later with the Eclair recipe that I never got to i