turning over a new leafFFF

I think its unfair that my daughter has to be told to toughen up all becuz some people wont punish their children for being mean. I mean really what kid calls another a pussy and gets away with it It pisses me off that someone just wont jerk the other kid up and spank them or take away all their fun stuff till they start acting correctly. Its a process that u have to do over and over I mean if they are mean then u tell them u wont get this till ur good again and Im not talking about 5 mins later when they are promising to be good and u know they are so not going to be they are just saying it so they can get their way manipulating the situation.So u are telling me that my kid has to start acting like a crazzy kid kicking and punching and saying mean and naughty things just so she can visit Thats Bullshit I tell u. Shes a lil girl little girls dont act like ThaT I fkn hate it its stupid I get it when ur parent works and ur left with a teenage brother all day maybe thats what u get MAYBE

<Well I came home from wrk last week to the sounds of sirens at my mother in laws hme I had this sick feeling in my stomache as they passed like I knew where they were going He had been sick earlier in the week and we couldnt convince him to go to the hospital Had some pneumonia a couple times and it was like he couldnt shake it. For him to pass was like a strong ox to be taken dwn by lions bcuz him above anyone else I knew wanted to live For his grandkids.Sigh Now it just feels so alone at that house He use to yell cuz and swarp eventhough sometimes he didnt really mean it bcuz I know he loved us all that was just his way I really wished he was here. We'll have to take turns staying with his wife but for now two families have been living under one roof and thats a recipe for disaster. I mean I love em and all But GOD. I mean we need to make a schedule of who is staying and what days.I mean for instance we had a gift certificate for pizza I go down the road to get it everyone w

I have been gone from blogger for awhile quick catch up my daughter the one since she has had her surgery still on some meds which they are weening her off of. She is currently cocaptin of her cheerleading team and loves it, and is making strait As in school. My other daughter is in the 1st grade making As and is an Aries need I say more lol Shes driving me crazy. Got a job in Feb it will do for now, I mean I have to have something one income is just not enough. It is not a job I want to keep for my whole lifetime but until I can start making photoposters and get some start up money for my Seasons Change craft/metaphysical shop it'll have to do. Its getting ready to be inventory time at my store and i'll be working 50 hrs fri-wed send me some energy PlZ I do not know how Im gonna make it thru. This job is killing me my bk swells and my feet hurt when I get up and hit the floor in the morning its like there is no padding in them. Dont get me wrong I like the people just hate th