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I feel like giving up!

I feel like giving up.... I'm tired. I will not give up . I will keep pushing toward through the depression and the anxiety. I will make of life what I want of it, filling my home with beauty! Playing my cards that I have been dealt. Good night all maybe I'll feel better in the morning. Angels whatch you all though the night until the birds first morning flight. A new day may they guide your way! Many Blessings. Good night!
Well here I go again, getting ready to start a new chapter in my life. I am quitting my job as a cashier to help a friend do a herbal beauty products and such. My husband is getting to go on a new journey of his own , being hired online business.  I hope we both do well! I am still going to keep writing tho as it is really my true passion. Working on taking a vacation before it all hits us. I cant wait for a week at the beach, then to come home and work on my home and family. Much Love and Light Everyone. Peace

WhY... :( no work! I wanna write. Period I wanna job Writing Please Help LOL

Ok peeps carry this along to anyone who would be interested in having me write for them. Anyone with connections?? I REALLY wanna write for a living.  I am so tired of having to go to a job that is tolerable, and miss out on my family! I wanna enjoy this beautiful day. I want to pick up my yard and enjoy watching my kids play outside. I want to plant flowers and make dinner for my family. I hate having to leave them. I love them soooo much and it sickens me to have to leave, dang it. Well lets get myself together and go to work. :( UGH  Check out my sister site http://pheonixdawn.blogspot.com/
Its a  dull dreary morning here in WV.  I am pretty sure it is going to rain but that is OK! We need the rain for our flowers to flourish. I can say I do love spring its my second favorite season. . I cant wait for all the flowers to start opening up showing off their spring colors. Tulip, daffodil, Lilly, and forget me not all remind me of spring memories...and gardens! I Love LOVE LUV fresh lettuce and spring onions with bacon grease on them, YUMMY in my tummy. Im sure your health food freaks would frown down upon this but its once a year and well OK ok there is no excuse but its really yummy. It is now time to go make some coffee and wake up for the rest of the day. Good Morning Everyone have a Great Day! 

Life goes on...

So today I was going to have a ultrasound to see if I had any cysts on my ovaries because my pelvic joints have been hurting since around the end of NOV beginning of Dec. The car had and I say HAD been doing very well...  Well we get to going up the mountain and give it all shes got the pedal to the floor and again nothing above 20 or 30 mph. I had to reschedule my appt. I swear I have tried everything I think I am just going to give up and go to church I mean right now what could it hurt what do I have to lose. Im just so tired and depressed and my anxiety is a mess. I can still be a domestic goddesss and go to church. Right? No approval needed actually cause as always Im going to do it my way anyways so as off this week I am going to start reading and following a different set of rules for myself. I need something.. Rant over! Boo Whoo But I have a roof over my head food in my fridge and pantry, and a job still soo... I am blessed. Thank you for your love and Light Angels and ma...
Today was a great day! We have been having a streak of bad luck lately: broke down car, sickness in the family , loss of jobs... but today I think is a turning point in our lives. The car that's been out of commission was finally fixed. The sickness is going away. The job loss is temporary, it will come soon, I am sure. My daughters modeling career is taking off. Life has a funny way of picking you up when your on rock bottom. I even put the upstairs to good use and put our Christmas tree up. See we have multiple animals. the cats I'm not so uptight about but the dogs Destroy Everything NEW soo upstairs Santa shall visit ! Its well past my bedtime and I need to take my meds LOL so Goodnight friends ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ