I feel like giving up!

I feel like giving up.... I'm tired. I will not give up . I will keep pushing toward through the depression and the anxiety. I will make of life what I want of it, filling my home with beauty! Playing my cards that I have been dealt. Good night all maybe I'll feel better in the morning. Angels whatch you all though the night until the birds first morning flight. A new day may they guide your way! Many Blessings. Good night!

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