hmm how to begin a new me

Well I have moved up from being just a worker in my dept to my dept head!:) Now to save some money so I can start a new biz eventually still wanting to have a spiritual shop of some type kinda a nature/spiritual shop Eventually one of these dayz I will still evolving my hm need to get curtains and turn my house into more of a home or at least mk it look more like a hm have holes in it in mumerous places what I reallly need is a new hm period but... tht takes money some major money and I dont think I wanna live there all of my life anyway so... until thn I guess I will try to find me a mr or mrs fix it to help me out Sigh well its off to wk oh did I mention instead of wking nites I wk dayx now that will b great when school comes bk n. I will b able to fix dinner for everyone and still b with them I Love my family sooso much words cannot express . I am having a difficult time emotionally though cause I have found a bump on my hip and I am sopposed to go get it checked out july the 14 or 15 and I am stresssing over what it is The dr here says he thinks its just a cyst/fatty deposit hmm dont know he said if it was on a lyph node or I was sick he would send me sooner but he didnt forC it being anything major my fingers are crossed and I have asked the goddess to take care of it for me I am NOT stressing anymore I cant afford to. going to go get ready for wk on occasion I ahve to wk evenings this is one Oh well another day another doller tata for now Huggzz

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