turning over a new leafFFF

Goddess of Night how I wait for your arrival I feel your arms around me encompasing my survival. Between the night and the day the mystical creatures hide and play. Hide and seek for you to find Open your eyes open your mind, The staircase to heaven is not far at hand A luminous circle of light, before you It stands. Seek her out in the night the goddess of fear and and sheer delight. Night is a mystery and no one knows the secrect of her water for deep it flows.

poor chile, whats next or might I say WHO! Ya know I wasnt a beliver in the whole 2012 the end of the world as we know it BUTTTT I am starting to rethink it all! With all these Earthquakes I am thinking way too much but it is of great evidence that our earth is starting to change and we might not be in the plans. :(( so sadd today pondering upon my existance. Oh well there is nothing I can do but to prepare for it all. Right now though I am going to eat some ice cream in hopes tha it will make me feel a bit better Much Love and Light to all whom inhabit this earth!

I woke up this morning to the birds chattering thinking ooh sun Yeah Right I wish! I looked outside and everything is covered in a blanket of snow, Grand. I know I know I should just xcept it and move on. Spring will come sooner or later. It seems like later most definatly. I am just so tired of the snow the cold weather not being able to breathe. I have asthma, this cold weather is so harsh! At least in the spring I will be able to take some claritin and go on about my gardening with a napkin attached to my side for the sniffles. Hmm what for breakfast or to just go back to bed. I guess I will just seize the day and make it count, Yawn! Time to do dishes! Much Love and Light my friends and WARMEST WISHES I'll leave you with these beautiful spring Graphics http://i32.

Today I had a friend write me. Soooo Sweet I dont think she knew how good that made me feel. I usually get nothing in the mail on the other hand my husband a golf magazine my daughters 10 and 4 get seventeen and preschool books. Even though it was just a letter with words it was so special to me. How lovely it was written also with a beautiful melted candle seal with a symbol of some sorts imprinted into it,maybe the 4 elements. Anyway the point was I had went to another site she had suggested and the inspiration from that page made me wanna share some poetry with everyone. Yes I love to write poetry but the muses havnt been around for awhile. The other day when it was snowing they hit! I posted it to my myspace and have now decided to share with all my fellow bloggers. I looked out my window just a second ago and it looks like the goddessess are having a big pillow fight with the down flying everywhere, lovely! The sizes of the snowflakes remind me of my childhood. I use to look out t...

Sunday, and what a beautiful SUNday it was! My two girls went to church with papaw as usual. I went outside and enjoyed most of the morning with my cats basking in the sun. Took the new kitty outside for a taste of spring. She loved it, running and playing ,climbing trees ,getting chased by a dog or two and listening to the birds chatter. It is time for me to find a spot for everything. My vegtables, flowers , and a place for the much needed garbage thats in my yard. Went and got me some clippers to trim trees and a hedger for roses and what nots. On my wandering walk I saw a beautiufl yellow crocus A Sure Sign that spring is just around the corner NOW time for the rains!!! As soon as I figure out HOW to put up a pic you will get to see a glimse of spring Nite to All Much Love ME

So its been a long week! We finally got to come home from Charolette Va Tuesday. My daughter had been in the hospital there since thursday of last week having up to 30 seizues a day! After they got meds in her they started decreasing slowly but surely. The drs there are phenominal but they didnt really answer my ? as to what was bringing them on and did she have epilepsy. When I got home I did some researching and to my surprize "NOT", inherited frontal lobe epilepsy appeared. So it seems to me this is what she has because they came in clusters. The whole thing took a toll on us all! We were 4hrs away from home. My mother kept my 4yr old which was sick too with a UTI. It has been an exhausting two weeks. Things are starting to look up now she is having 2 or 3 seizures a day now lasting 15 to 30 seconds instead of 20 or 30 lasting 1 to 2 min Yes I think the medicines have started to affect her, however one makes her moody and the rest make her sleepy. The drs say her body w...