turning over a new leafFFF

Sitting here wondering Why a father would take the life of his kid wife then himself ??? These suicide murders have been happening alot in my small lil town One father took his kid hostage after killing the boys mother left then came back to the house came bk and shot himself and left the boy. I do not what has got into this small little town Then I look around the world and C that its not only my lil town but others too turned on the news and heard about a mother shooting her two young kids they asked her whay she said the kids were no good and back talked her is it soemthing in the water conspiracy I dont know but I dont like it. I mean I know everyone has issues but I dont think killing ones self is an out and if u are going to do it just do it to urself and leave innocent people out of it My Goodness its awful My soul cries for their families and the tradgedy they have to endure. It makes me want to do something to protect my family Surround them in your bright protective light g...

I have a new email adress however I dont know how to fix it ot my profile yet so here it is prillam2@hotmail.com I would like to start blogging again but with so much to do nowdays i dont know how I will manage it I guess just set time aside maybe I have plunged deeper into my spiritual self than ever. My home is staying cleaner and I would like now to start my bussiness but since I am keeping my niece and watching my mother in law who is recovering from a severe nervous breakdown I guess AGAIN I will have to put it off. Maybe i will find time sometime for me OR maybe I need to make time for my wants MY dreams there would be noone there for my niece if I left and started my bussiness so for now I will be the AuntiE who helps all the kids with their problems. Kids need direction too and since there is noone else around I guess I will be the one directing them all! I have been cooking I made a banana pudding to die for. I will include it later with the Eclair recipe that I never got to i...

Im sooo steamin So when we went to the beach my 10 yr old daughter got all of her hmwk for the week of the beach so she could do it in her spare time at the beach. She does it Comes back the teacher gives her a test that she is sopposed to take on Friday tuesday and she makes a 30 on it gives her make up wk to a sub and somehow it dissappears and she has to do it again I let it slide make her do it again and NOW what am I getting another freakin note saying she hasnt done it! AND BY GOD ahe WONT do it AGAIN! She has As and Bs in all other studies and her health teacher is the devil herself LOL Seriously Persephone if you will. I have already went to the principal once on her I guess it didnt do anygood So tommorow I am going down there again and I suppose making an ass out of myself Oh well we do what we have to for our kids RIGHT! Damn Skippy my hubby said if he heard sirens he would bail my ass out of jail LOL Im not kidding though Brianna has some of the wk that she wants checked al...

I have been up to alot lately! I am now keeping my niece while her mother goes to wk. I take my girls and nephew to school by 8:15. I get her at 8:30 put her on the bus at 9:20. Try to do errands and dishes and clean up some. at 12:30 I have to go get my preschooler We come hm play for a while I go to get my niece at 130 her bus usually gets home at 1:40 Then we wait for the other two older kids to get hm around 3:45 I stay soooo busy. I have to fill out paper wk for Olivia my niece so I can get paid for keeping her I would keep her no matter what cause well shes my niece and thats what families do I love her ya know I just lead a really hectic life now I thought when Gabby went to school I would be able to start my bussiness Guess the universe has a differnt calling for me right now anyway. I guess its just not the right time. We have all been sick here lately Change in weather I laughed cause I seen someones post the other day where she was complaining cause she lived in Florida and ...

I finally got to c a magnificient sight tonite. My moonflower bloomed! I missed the first bloom ,it was all shriveled ,BUT there was many other blooms hanging off. I can not tell u how excited I was to C it bloom. My camera is on the fritzz. I managed to take a couple of pics with my daughters DSI not great quality and my cell not that great. It is still blooming so maybe I can get a pic on my moms camera and then download it tommorow nite. I have never been so excited to C a flower bloom. This one takes the cake! The bloom was huge, white, and smelled so sweet~! I think Everyone should try to seed these it will be one you dont regret sowing. yes they are an annual. However, they are well worth the effort I put the seed in a terracota pot. Not much to it. Keep it watered and whaLI A beautiful morning glory looking 5 star middle that will take ur breath away. Well ladies I hope u have a wonderul and enchanting nite,MagiKal EVEN!

For some odd reason my body has been craving Fried green tomatoes! I know not why and I have been debating whether to pick some or leave them to get ripe. Well this morning I picked my first two red ones. I couldnt take it anymore I pulled one green for me JUST ME Obviously my body is lacking something What, I still dont know. I have to venture back to Eathing the Angel Way to find out! My Baby thats actually 10 went to the 5th grade today and I am trying to keep myself busy today so I dont worry about her. I am here with my youngest Gabby 4 and my niece Olivia 4 until they go to preschool then I really dont know what I will do. Guess it will be craft time for me until they come home. That will give me plenty of time to read a book and do some of the crafts in it. I have been wanting to make picture frames for my kids to protect them I will follow up and tell u how to do it if u are interested I think I am also going to make my friend one for her baby boy! Well time to eat my Green tom...

Ok so We go to the beach Sept the 4 and stay for a week. I can NOT wait It will be soooo fun!!! My 10yr olds 4th time and my 4yr olds 3. I long to hear the waves as I awake the albatroses and gulls The call of the Ocean. But first I must find a cord to charge my batteries so I can take many, many pics I want to get a good ont and make a huge one to put on my wall in my living room!!! I had us the perrrfect beach house butt hubby waited to long to book and its gone Oh well we will find something else maybe its for the better! Who knows. I love the beach as long as its Oceanfront OMG a coulple of times we had to battle the dunes cross the street NO no more I have to have Oceanfront or this mountain girls not going LOL Hope you all have a lovely day just wanted to share. Hope you all have a Wonderful SundA!!!